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| ...My hands smell like a guy. Its really weird, but really sexy.
-sniff- | | |
| Heres how I feel in a nutshell:
I feel good. I've got trance playing, (Oakenfold) and I feel...refreshed. I'm passing all my classes easily, and I'm drawing again. Yep, I drew a buffalo today.
Public Relations:
Well, I've made some new "WoW friends" but I know em in real life, going to houston for coffee with my guild next wednesday =P
But, my "new friends" and the promise of college, (and college people) is making me forget the life I live in now. My friends, my love interests, all of which I don't care about. For awhile I thought of taking Wilson back, (When I say taking, I mean stealing.) but I think my body is lonely, not my heart. I miss talking to him though, and its sad that he's with Wren. Maybe someday I'll sit him down and have a talk.
My World:
As the world whirls past to the beat of my techno music, I can only find myself smiling. I don't think I can really get into a bad mood lately. Even when I'm surrounded by the people I hate, (you know who you are) I can't get pissed off. My mind convienently ignores them, and I can often be seen contently staring off. Most people see this expression of my happiness as a sign of "boredom" or "tiredness", but I see myself as way too philosophical to use those words. Thats how everyone always feels. "Bored and Tired" Well, frankly, I'd like to break out of it. Not everyone feels like that, -all the time.- So, no, next time you see me daydreaming, I'm not bored or tired. Infact, I'm quite happy.
I miss ya buddy!   | | |
| H'okay. So, We have this stupid little "Cub News" thing that our crappy school shows on the TV's every tuesday morning. It's mainly for announcements, and little crappy teacher interviews.
So I was ignoring the news, as usual, when a crappy, MS-paint rendered sign popped up on the screen.
It read, in that "halloween drippy" text:
"What Not to do
when you see
a dangerous animal..."
The following scene was of three people stomping on a snake. I watched, horrified as the living, breathing, feeling creature writhed in agony as girls screamed in the background, and three guys took turns crushing the snake to death. Its bones were obviously broken, as its battered body was twisted in "unnatural" directions.
..To think that someone had the gall to record this, then show it on television as a JOKE, is beyond me. If it would have been a dog, people would be horrified, if it would have been a human being stomped to death, it would have been considered torturous murder. Just because most people find snakes "icky", doesn't give them the right to stomp it to death. Snakes have a spinal cord, central nervous system, and nerve endings, and I know, it could feel every single one of its bones breaking, and its organs being smashed and ruptured.
Yes, I'm doing something about it. I'm currently writing a letter to my principal, and the teacher who teaches the "news" class. I'm also going to work for an "anti-animal abuse" column in our school newpaper.
Tell me what you guys think? Am I over-reacting? | | |
| I guess I wish I could be like the movie girls.
Always getting the rebel, "the one who cannot be loved"
...somethings missing.
I wish there was more to life.
-Novi | | |
| So while listening to Michelle Branch, and wallowing in the memory of the recent episodes of Gilgamesh, I came up with my idea of "The One"
-Weakness is sexy. When people are hurt, it gives you a chance to get closer to them. Both psysically and emotionally. Don't be so proud.
- Someone who can both take shit, and hand it out.
- The silent, philosophical type. Still waters run deep.
- Someone I can stand beside. Don't be a puss, but let me handle myself when I can.
- Someone who understands art. Both music and paintings. What is life without art?
- Someone who won't always be there for me, but will be with me through those "hard" times.
- Someone sarcastic. A sharp tounge is just as good as two fists.
- Someone who knows when to quit. Nothing gets accomplished when you're dead.
- Someone,
who understands. -Novi | | |
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